OCTOBER 11TH, 2024
[05:06]
i woke up at 2:00 and read a poem about amputation. it made me feel as though my right forearm shouldn't be there. i didn't cut it off, nor would i, but i did want to. i just used the computer with one hand for a while, which did prove itself quite a challenge. it's fine now but i felt a strange sensation inside, like it was just aching to be amputated. very strange. possibly dangerous.
OCTOBER 13TH, 2024
[17:31]
relatively productive day today. got a bit further with the fabric print i'm working on. pattern? i never know what to call it. i want to add more things to this site, but i don't know what. i feel i don't have much to say. there are things i don't want to say, too. i'm slowly managing to do more college work. hopefully after the first week of december i will have more time to delve into my interests.
my friend once told me things change drastically within yourself after your 21st birhtday. i think i can see those changes. i like the person i am becoming. i need to look into books about semiotics for my master's degree. i need to think about my final project for college.